I am writing here today to adhere my feelings into writings. Honestly this week had been a roller coaster of emotion for me. I am writing it down here because I am feeling a little woe today. I got admitted in KPJ Specialist due to stomach pain. I feel like whenever I am sick, it really plays with my emotions as well.
These days I feel too lonely to the extend that I feel unwanted and too sad. I know this is just a phase. It is not because I need somebody with me in my life. I never experience any love issues as an adult. However, I feel so drifted with my family. I used to be very close intact with all of my family members but these days I feel away. I come back from work very late at night most of the days. I do not get to spend my days with my family members. Everyone is just muted. Nobody really takes the effort to talk to each other. Everyone is behind closed doors. Words unspoken. I do not know. I am so so sad these days. I just cannot cope with my own feelings. I do not have anyone to talk to, that is the only reason why I am active on social media. God, bless my heart. Make me as strong as ever because I really need to go through my days. Till then!
Love,
Keerasara
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